Tavros Nitram

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HERE'S THE LINE UP



TAVROS NITRAM
tHIS IS EVERY SHADE OF, uHH, WRONG,


THE ROLEPLAYER.
y'KNOW FROLICKING IN THE LAKE
AND SHIT TOGETHER?!

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AGE ooold
YEARS ROLEPLAYING something like 10 years now
OTHER CHARACTERS only Tav ~
CONTACT ME BY PM me, I have skype and tumblr and stuff >u<
SECRET CODE: Aim for the head~
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THE CHARACTER.
gO, sLEEP BADLY, aNY QUESTIONS,
hESITATE TO CALL,

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NICKNAMES Tav, Toreadork, Boy-skylark, the Page of breath
AGE 8 sweeps
OCCUPATION
Tavros isn’t really that good with weapons or hurting others. Though he knows how to use his lance and he has practiced with it quite a lot. Mostly he uses his true power though; he has a power to communicate telepathically with all kinds of animals. He can contact them and also make them do what he wants to. He can use the animals against any foes or threats and try to find a way to help others with this talent.
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THE LOOKS.
lOOK UP IDIOT IN THE DICTIONARY.
yOU KNOW WHAT YOU'LL FIND?

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Tavros has black hair like all the other trolls. Though his choice of hairstyle is a bit different than most are used to, he sports a Mohawk-kind of haircut, with shaved sides and all. Partly this could be a hairstyle that would be considered easy for his giant horns and then again his hairstyle could partly be a tribute to his ancestor, the Summoner. Because of his hairstyle though, his pointy ears may seem to look a bit bigger than for other trolls.

FACE
He has quite roundish eyes that fit nicely to his round head. They only lose their round shape when he’s smiling fully, then the eyes turn quite squinted and almond/semicircle-shape. He also has quite visible dark bags under his eyes, just because he doesn't get that much sleep and when he does, it's not that much of a peacefull one. Thick black eyebrows frame those round eyes and make his face quite expressive. When he fully smiles, he shows all his teeth, that have more fang-like appearance than some other dolls do.

His horns were already mentioned and need to be mentioned again, just because they’re the most obvious and noticeable thing in him: his horns are shaped like big bull-horns and stick out nicely from the both sides of his head with a little but up-turned from the end.

BODY
Tavros is not really that tall nor is he short, an average troll-height for someone his age maybe. He’s also kind of normal-built physically, maybe on the skinnier side though. He doesn’t have that much of physical strength, but the strength he has, is in his arms. All that time pushing his wheelchair around left him with something. He never really built that much muscle or strength though.

STYLE
Tavros doesn’t really have a thing called ‘fashion-sense’. He likes to clothe himself comfortably and doesn’t really look at what he puts on. Just a t-shirt and some kind of a vest over it is just fine for him. As for legs, when he still had his own legs, he just liked to wear normal black pants, some plain sandals and socks in them to keep away the chill. How more comfortable could you get?

ANYTHING ELSE
He used to be bound to a wheelchair but after getting new, robotic, legs from Equius, he can walk again. The legs still need some getting used to, but he can move quite normally with the mechanics and gets more sure with them all the time, little by little.
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THE PERSONALITY.
i INVENTED DICE WHEN I WAS A KID,
WHAT DO YOU DO?

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☺ wildbeasts and other animals – he loves all kinds of creatures of the wild, he wants them all as his friends.
☺ Lance-fighting – his preferred weapon is the lance and he likes to practice fighting with it.
☺ FLARPing – it is said to be just for girls, but Tavros likes it. Though he hasn’t really been able to FLARP in ages because of his wheelchair. Now that he has new legs, he might try it again.
☺ Pupa Pan - his biggest hero from the fairytales he reads
☺ Fairytales and stories – he loves those stories and could read them over and over again
☺ slam poetry – he works hard on these and thinks he’s awesome with the rhymes.( Though his lack of self-confidence generally causes his rhymes to flop badly.)
☺ friends – talking with them in trollian, slam rhyming with them or spending time with them, that’s the best
☺ Finduspawn – a card-game he likes to play, where you catch and train different kinds of wildbeasts
☺Flying – he had never flown, but he just likes the idea of it

DISLIKES
☹ Mean people – he just doesn’t understand why everyone can’t live nicely alongside eachother.
☹ not getting enough sleep – this happens often because of his horns are too wide for his recuperacoon and sleep, when not getting completely in it, is not really that much of a sleep
☹ awkward situations – he really isn’t the most natural to make his ways out of uncomfortable or awkward situations. He’ll just stumble over and makes a fool of himself.
☹ hasty decisions – having such low self esteem has really made himself doubt his own decision-making abilities and that makes him hesitate on doing quick decisions.
☹ the idea of not getting to walk again – gladly he now has other options and can start a new walking life his robotic legs.
☹ the constant war between trolls – not just because he’s on the low scale of the blood-hierarchy, but he thinks all this fighting isn’t for good, he’d much rather have all the trolls live nicely together and concentrate on nicer things than fighting.
☹ being bullied – one thing that will certainly make him go more quiet, awkward and shut down.
☹ stairs – ever since sent to a chair, and even after obtaining his new legs, one of his biggest obstacles are any kind of stairs.

HOBBIES
♉ Capturing and training different kind of animals
♉ slam rhyming
♉ practicing with his lance

HABITS
♉ he stammers with his speech and often uses words like ‘uh’, between his words when uncertain, which is often.
♉ sometimes he spaces out in his thoughts, thinking about his fantasy-stories and faraway-lands and generally just nice things
♉ when any situation is too tough for him to handle, he just quiets down and hopes that the moment will pass without him having to do much about it. It’s kind of a self-defense mechanism and a set habit.

FEARS
♉ that his friends will be hurt (or even dead) in the zombie-outbreak and there’s nothing he can do to it
♉ that he will never be strong enough or able to stand up for himself
♉ that his robot-legs won’t be able to carry him or will break when needed the most and he will be sent back to the wheelchair
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PERSONALITY
Tavros is kind of a sweetheart. He holds no grudges to anyone and actually he never really even could say he hates anyone. And these are the facts that really make him a awfully bad troll, a black sheep of his race. As trolls are hateful and vicious race Tavros really sticks out like a sore thumb. Even when talking online with anyone, he gets trolled easier and more, than he manages to do the trolling himself. His innocence is keeping him from noticing that half of the time though.

Along with his sweetness and grudgeless being, his daily life is also being plagued by his extremely bad self-esteem. He used to have more confidence, but after his accident that destined him to his wheelchair, he has had less self-esteem than all the newly born wrigglers combined...and even the smallest of the wrigglers would have more confidence than him. Simply put, he’s a complete doormat and can be so easily manipulated when wanted to. Other trolls can and some have already walked over him with not even much effort. Still, he doesn’t hate them. He couldn’t.

He is trying to gather up his confidence little by little though. He even went as far as to personify his self esteem, calling it by the name Rufio and trying to make sure he or anyone else will not hurt Rufio’s feelings. The personification-trick hasn’t really worked so far, but it really makes him try as hard as his own confidence will let him. He tries and he has a positive mind in this situation, even when after such a long time he still hasn’t really made progress. At all. Though only exception, when he seems to have even a bit more confidence is in his slam poetry that seems to show a bit more of his confident style. Though, he usually loses his confidence even in those and goes into explaining his rhymes too much and kind of flattens the whole rhyme. The things he has written in rhyme show that he could have the confidence for much more, but at the same time they really show that it would take a long time to get to that level…besides, he really isn’t that good with rhyming either.

Tavros also lives with his head in the clouds, wanting everyone to get along and just wants to have everything go nicely for all. He loves fairytales and stories, the magical worlds and flying heroes, fairies and mythical beings in the stories. He knows fairies are not real, but he still wants to believe in them and dream of them.
He also dreams of some day joining the great imperial Cavalreapers. The great fighters and praised warriors. He wants to be as good with his lance-fighting as he can and join these great troops some day. His practicing was bit put off by the fact that he was bound to the wheelchair for so long.

He lives quite a quiet life, being a lot on his own and escaping the reality to his own stories, dreams and games. He has big dreams, but he isn’t exactly the one to put all of the dreams in action. All the self esteem and doubt issues are weighting him down and making him doubt himself enough to not even take the first step. He’d much rather turn a blind eye to all the bad things than face them fully. His positive side is something that totally blocks him from all the negativity around him and in his life. He suppresses all those feelings and does that even more now that he has Rufio, his made-up guide and helper. He could be such great things if he only believed in himself more. Not a thing that will be happening in a long time. His confidence-issues are his biggest drawbacks. Even if the other trolls would see his biggest flaws to being the niceness and gutlessness.



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THE FAMILY.
wELL, uHH, hE USED TO BEAT ME IN MORSE CODE,
SO ITS POSSIBLE,

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PETS Random Findspawn that he likes to train until he releases them to the wild. [/SIZE]

HISTORY
Knowing Tavros Nitram, one can truly just wonder how the young troll ever got to where he is now. His lack of confidence and just general spinelessness are such rare qualities among the trolls. One just have to wonder how he ever got past the wriggling state, and specially the trials that followed them. It must’ve been some ill fate or something beyond that, but poor Tavros actually made it better than expected.

But if he wouldn’t have made it, he wouldn’t be here now, so all in all everything worked somehow to his favor and he grew from the wriggler-stage to a young troll and was met with his own Lusus, Tinkerbull. The Lusus destined to him was more than fitting to be his guardian and through the years the small flying bull actually became one of his best friends. Also already in his early life, he slowly found out about his ability to control wildlife. He loved all kinds of animals and as he little by little realized how clearly he could understand them and get them to do what he wanted, he was thrilled. He was proud of his ability, tried not to boast with it, but learn about wildlife and have lots of animal-friends. That’s probably one reason why he took up on playing Finduspawn, a card-game where one captures and tames wild beasts. He was kind of a master in it and the whole game made him so happy.

In his own little hive high up on a peaceful cliff, he lived a nice quiet life. Chatting with his friends online, playing his favorite cardgame and just living in his private little fairyland-dreams. He was also an avid FLARPer and belong to a friend-group with other FLARPers. He was getting more confident with his playing until one day when he got into an accident in the game. Because the game affects the players for real, the consequences were awful. He was being too confident at that moment, got in a bad situation with other players and was lingering too close to the nearby cliff and that ended up to be his fate: he fell down and from therefore on he could not walk again.

Tavros was and still is a generally such a positive person, that he could still have fun with his friends and take the best out of the situation and live with his disability. Gladly he could still carry on with his card games and contacting his friends, but FLARPing and the lance-practicing he had to be left out of his life. He was sad because of all the things he had lost and was bound to be in the wheelchair, but he still tried to keep the positive side of life and not show his sadness about all the happenings outside. He tried to hide it and keep the positive front and that actually worked the best for him. Though along with the accident, he also lost most of his confidence. He became even more of a pushover and he really had hard time fighting for himself. He still had some good friends who pushed him forward to his more confident self, but he also encountered some that just kept pushing him down.

When the first signs of the zombie outbreak were heard of, they took some time to reach to his little cliff-hive. When he finally heard the news and the warnings, he got scared for all his friends and didn’t really know what to do. He tried to hide in his hive as long as he could, but soon it became obvious that he couldn’t do that any longer. He would have to move out of the hive and find a safer place. Tinkerbull, his trusty friend and lusus, was trying to push him forward in this, he couldn’t just hide, the zombies would find the place and that would be the end of him. He was also pushed forward to do something about his wheelchair. He would be gone so fast if he had to move in that wheeled device and fight the zombies.
With little bit of a search and detective work, he somehow manage to hear a word of a troll who was excellent in mechanical parts, robots and everything related to those. This made his future seem a bit more bright and he set a goal for himself, the first time since he was sent to the chair.

With still a bit hesitation, he finally got out of the hive. With the help of his little lusus, they managed to travel all the way to the robotic-genius. The way was long and certainly slow, Tavros never been as afraid in his life. Gladly he could use his animal-taming and controlling to his advantage and he actually made it forward and that made him feel a bit better about his journey. The travelling had its toll on them though and he got separated with his little lusus. Not knowing what had happened to his lusus, he still had to go on, even when he didn’t even know if the idea of asking help from Equius, the mechanic-genious would even help him in any way.

Tavros was afraid, exhausted and really never been so frightened when he finally got to Equius. Though a glimmer of hope and something that brought his positive spirit right back up, was that Equius actually agreed on helping him. He got out of the wheelchair and the highblood-troll constructed him mechanic legs. He could actually walk, after such a long time. It was such a relief and something that made him feel much better about everything, even in the middle of the wars and zombies and everything that seemed to be plaguing the world at the same time.

(the history at this part may change, depending on Equius and how would he see that this situation would go. I left it quite vague for now. X’3)

With his newly constructed feet, he could stand tall and try to gather himself the confidence to get past the most awful and the horrid. He would have to do this, for his own sake. As much as he needed to survive, be there for his friends, he also needed to get his confidence and self esteem back. Those were his missions. He didn’t know if he would make it, but he would try really hard.


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